Culture – Numéro Berlin https://www.numeroberlin.de Thu, 16 Oct 2025 15:23:28 +0000 en-US hourly 1 Ligia Lewis: I’M NOT HERE FORRRRR… https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/ligia-lewis-gropius-bau-berlin/ Thu, 16 Oct 2025 15:23:27 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=65074

The exhibition also highlights the ways Lewis uses space and architecture as part of her work. Light, shadow, and sound are not just backdrops but active elements that shape the performance and the viewer’s experience. Visitors move through the rooms noticing how bodies interact with the environment, how gestures leave traces, and how moments of stillness can feel full of meaning. In this way, the exhibition becomes more than a presentation of works. It is a place to feel, to reflect, and to sense the layers of history and emotion that unfold in real time.

In the atrium, her new piece Wayward Chant unfolds. Figures appear and vanish. Shadows stretch across the walls while sounds hum and voices echo through the space. Movements repeat, shift, and sometimes almost disappear, leaving traces that linger in the mind. Visitors encounter fleeting gestures, subtle interactions, and unexpected moments of stillness. On 28 and 29 November the piece will be presented as a full evening performance, offering an intensified experience where light, sound, and movement converge.

Other works in the exhibition trace memory, resistance, and survival in different forms. Some are quiet and reflective, inviting close attention. Others are intense, almost confronting, combining film, installation, and live performance to show how history flows into the present. Dancers repeat, pause, and return, making the exhibition a living rehearsal as much as a display. Scattered throughout the rooms, books selected by Lewis and her collaborators offer another layer of engagement, giving visitors time to think, explore, and connect with the ideas behind the work.

Throughout the exhibition the body becomes a space for reflection and dialogue. Visitors notice how movement, gesture, and voice carry traces of personal and collective histories. Sometimes these moments are quiet, subtle, and almost easy to miss. Other times they are intense, demanding attention and holding the weight of experience. The spaces between performers and audience, between sound and image, create openings for thought and feeling, where the eye and the ear can linger. A glance, a pause, a whispered phrase, or the echo of a gesture can build into a profound sense of connection. Visitors move through the rooms at their own pace, encountering moments that feel familiar and others that surprise or unsettle. The exhibition does not offer simple answers or easy resolutions. Instead it invites viewers to slow down, to notice the small and fleeting, and to remain attentive to histories, emotions, and experiences that might otherwise pass unseen. In this way the exhibition becomes a living conversation, unfolding between art, space, and the people who inhabit it, a space where reflection and engagement can continue long after one leaves.

 

Curated by Nora Swantje Almes with Alexandra Philippovskaya, I’M NOT HERE FORRRRR… is not just about seeing. It is about listening. Feeling. Bearing witness.

 

Ligia Lewis: I’M NOT HERE FORRRRR…
16.10.202518.1.2026
Location: Gropius Bau, Berlin
Address: Niederkirchnerstraße 7, 10963 Berlin
Tickets

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TO WATCH: “AMRUM” BY FATIH AKIN https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/to-watch-amrum-by-fatih-akin/ Wed, 15 Oct 2025 12:09:09 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=64971

In Search of a white bread with butter and honey — at first, it sounds like a story too small to fill an entire film. Yet it becomes a symbol of hope and prosperity in a time when most families could not call such fortune their own.

It is spring 1945. For the people of Amrum, the Second World War is nearing its end. Refugees from East Prussia, Silesia and Pomerania flee to the North Frisian Islands. The population on Amrum grows rapidly, and resources become even more scarce.

Nanning, a 12-year-old boy, brings to life the childhood memories of acclaimed director and screenwriter Hark Bohm inAMRUM”, directed by Fatih Akin. As the eldest son, Nanning is the child who must act most responsibly, the one who cannot afford to misbehave. In these uncertain times, when children lack stability, Nanning longs for exactly that. He tries to make everyone around him happy, believing that happy people mean better days.

His quest for a simple piece of white bread with butter and honey leads him into situations that are at times dangerous and deeply disappointing, demanding more from him than a 12-year-old should ever have to give. With empathy, kindness and an unbreakable will, he finally earns this symbol of hope for his mother, only to realize that her reaction is nothing like he had imagined.

A film about growing beyond oneself for the people one loves, and about the search for identity and purpose, all set against the backdrop of life during the final days of the Second World War. 

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Atiba Jefferson x Vans https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/atiba-jefferson-x-vans/ Wed, 15 Oct 2025 11:07:35 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=64981

Few photographers have captured the evolution of skate culture like Atiba Jefferson. Open a copy of Transworld or Thrasher and you just know— that’s Atiba. His iconic visual language helped shape the way an entire generation saw the sport. From Tony Hawk riding the bullring, to Tyshawn kickflipping the subway and everything between— that’s Atiba. His latest project, the Vans “United Through Skateboarding” collection, celebrates the community that created him.

Numéro Berlin: You came out to California in the mid-’90s with nothing but a skateboard and a camera. How did you get to where you are now?

Atiba Jefferson:
I would say the reason why I make things work is because I grew up really poor. I started work age 12 as a busboy. Skateboarding is all about failure and figuring it out. That work ethic is built in, if you want something, you’ve got to work for it. Growing up with a single mom and three kids wasn’t easy. But that survival mode shaped who I am.

When I found something I loved and started working in a skate shop instead of bussing tables, it hit me: Find what you like, and you’ll never work a day in your life. That’s true.

NB: How much was skating an escape versus a pleasure?

AJ:
Both. Skating was a huge escape from being poor and everything else. But it was also a community where none of that mattered. I wasn’t trying to escape home, my mom was just busy working, but I found people who were like-minded and into the same things I was. That’s what I loved.

NB: I’ve always felt skating is unique in that it makes you both participant and observer. You’ve embodied that better than almost anyone, both in front of and behind the camera. How do you balance those two perspectives?

AJ:
There’s a difference when the person shooting is also a skater. I know the tricks, I study the magazines and videos, and that gives me a different view. I can say, “You’re leaning back too much, lean a little forward,” because I know what it takes to do it. That perspective gives my photography a different kind of passion. There’s no right or wrong way, it’s just a different way.

NB: You filmed for Transworld back in the day. What’s the difference between filming and shooting photos?

AJ:
There’s a big difference. I was not a great filmer. Filmers have one chance, they can’t mess up. With photography, especially back in the film days, you never knew what you had until you developed it. That was stressful. Now, with digital, you can check the back of your camera and know immediately you got it.

NB: Walk me through a few big moments, times you realized you could make a living through skateboarding or photography.

AJ:
The first time I wasn’t living check to check, that was it. Working for Transworld gave me that.

There are so many big moments: the Tony Hawk bullring photo, Tyshawn’s kickflip over the subway, Andrew Reynolds’ frontside flip with all the kids watching, Chris Joslin’s 360 flip down El Toro. But the thing about skateboarding is progression—tricks that once felt massive become ordinary later. Still, Tyshawn’s kickflip is timeless.

NB: You’ve been documenting culture for decades. How do you keep your visual style sharp?

AJ:
By challenging myself. If I see something, I try to go with my first instinct. Photography is driven by technology, film will always have my heart, but digital pushes us to progress.

Like skateboarding, it’s all about moving forward. I don’t necessarily need challenge, but I love finding it. Everything I have comes from skateboarding. It gave me a diverse group of friends and endless opportunities—from shooting Kobe Bryant’s championships to photographing Adam Sandler for Happy Gilmore 2. None of that would’ve happened if I wasn’t a skateboarder.

NB: Skateboarding seems communal, but a single photo often isolates the individual. What do you try to capture in a photo that still reflects that sense of community?

AJ:
It’s what happens before and after the trick that makes a moment timeless. Back in the film days, you had to save every frame. Now, with digital, I can shoot more freely. The portraits are just as important as the trick itself.

NB: Your latest collection includes work from Haze, a longtime collaborator. How did that connection come about?

AJ:
I’ve been a fan since I was a kid. Check Your Head by the Beastie Boys, that cover was iconic. I didn’t have a logo, so when I was asked about one, I wanted it done by someone like Haze. His design fits perfectly.

We’re both visual storytellers from the streets who’ve moved into galleries. He’s not just a graffiti artist, he’s an artist, period.

Numéro Magazine: Do you ever think about your impact, your legacy?

AJ:
Someone once said it only takes a hundred years for no one to remember who you are. That stuck with me. I don’t care about having a personal legacy. What I learned from photographing people who are no longer with us is that their memory lives on through the image.

It’s an honor to inspire other photographers, especially people of color, to dream big. That’s what I hope to leave behind.

NB: That brings me to the all-Black Thrasher cover, a huge cultural moment. Tell me about that experience.

AJ:
That was one of my proudest moments. The timing was right, and Thrasher gave me the freedom to shape the issue. We also made a film for ESPN called Monochrome, which focuses on the Black experience in skateboarding. I wanted to do that back in ’96, the story is much longer now, but I’m proud to have been part of it.

NB: And what about your own experience with race in skateboarding?

AJ:
Skateboarding has always been inclusive. I’ve never experienced racism within skateboarding, only outside of it.

Today, we’re seeing the culture fully embrace everyone: women, transgender skaters, people of color. It’s always been a safe space, and that’s why I love it so much.

NB: Looking back, how has skateboarding shaped your sense of identity?

AJ:
Skateboarding is my identity. It’s not just community, it’s the boards, the artwork, the magazines, the videos, the music. It’s my everything.

When people wear my work or Haze’s artwork, I hope they feel that vibe. It’s a huge honor to be a photographer within skateboarding. It’s not like being a pro skater, but it’s still an incredible privilege.

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TO WATCH “WENN DU ANGST HAST NIMMST DU DEIN HERZ IN DEN MUND UND LÄCHELST” BY MARIE LUISE LEHNER https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/to-watch-wenn-du-angst-hast-nimmst-du-dein-herz-in-den-mund-und-lachelst-by-marie-luise-lehner/ Wed, 08 Oct 2025 13:39:16 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=64841 “Why do we always have to be different?“

A world in which belonging is often defined by wealth and status. Twelve-year-old Anna lives with her deaf mother in a small apartment in Vienna. Starting secondary school exposes her to social differences she had never noticed, blending curiosity with the quiet pressure of fitting in.

Wenn du Angst hast, nimmst du dein Herz in den Mund und lächelst“ by Marie Luise Lehner captures these tensions with sensitivity. The film observes the intimate, sometimes tense moments of adolescence, showing how children assert themselves, seek connection, and find their voice.

The perspective is what makes the film compelling: we see the world through Anna’s eyes. Her small victories, frustrations, and discoveries shape our understanding of her life, her relationships, and the pressures she faces. Lehner allows viewers to immerse themselves in Anna’s perception, showing how a young person learns to find themselves and stand their ground, even amid the noise of others.

Based on real experiences, the film avoids external drama and the search for blame, focusing instead on the inner worlds of its characters. It becomes a quiet reflection on what truly matters and on the people who give meaning to growing up.

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OONA on Fighting for Self-Sovereignty “If My Pussy Could Talk, What Would She Like to Say?” https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/oona-on-fighting-for-self-sovereignty-if-my-pussy-could-talk-what-would-she-like-to-say/ Tue, 07 Oct 2025 11:35:25 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=64704
“I’m letting strangers touch my scars, but they can’t see my face.”
Anika Meier: There’s a reason for OONA’s birth. What is this, and what does OONA stand for?

OONA: Self-sovereignty.
Which is just a fancy way of expressing the idea that I am in charge of my body, my money, my creativity, and my life. It’s a radical approach to the self – taking complete ownership of every aspect of my identity and way of being.

AM: Do you consider yourself a feminist artist and an activist fighting for a cause?

OONA: Sometimes, I consider myself a feminist artist and an activist. I’m also an anonymous artist, a performance artist, and a crypto artist. Depending on the day, I am either a brilliant artist or a very bad one. Sometimes, I perform; most times, those performances engage with technology, and almost always, they explore identity.
The activist question is tricky. When I think of contemporary activism, two archetypes come to mind: one I admire, the other less so. There’s the Emma Sulkowicz type: she carried her mattress, the site of her rape, across her college campus until graduation. Then there are the oil-painting destroyers: once provocative, now repetitive and headline-chasing. I’d be disappointed to be lumped in with the latter but proud to create work with strong intent and lasting impact like the former.
In this lifetime, I happen to inhabit a female body, and I’m asking what it means to exist – as a woman who makes art. Feminism is one of the tools I use to navigate the weight, wonder, and weirdness of that experience. How do I translate the view from my eyes, my breasts, my body into art? If my pussy could talk, what would she like to say?
Feminism is not about gatekeeping womanhood, nor is it man-hating. Feminism is a collection of ideas, like seeds, that, if nurtured, give way to greater intuition and freedom of choice.

AM: I have just finished reading the exhibition catalogue Radical Software: Women, Art & Computing, 1960–1991. The book ends with interviews, and each of the female artists was asked to answer the question of whether they consider themselves to be feminists. Quite a few of the artists mentioned that they do not have positive feelings about the term “feminism” or being called a feminist. Can you relate?

OONA: Labels, when applied to artists, should be used as launching pads, not intellectual cages.
If someone writes off my work as “feminist” and moves on, that is their loss. I’m not here to coddle small minds or peens. In my pursuit of knowledge and in my expression of wisdom through art, feminism is a great starting point, but feminism is certainly far from the final destination.

AM: You work anonymously. You wear a mask, and only your eyes and body are visible. Some of your performances took place behind closed doors, while others were held publicly at art fairs – without invitation. Why did you choose anonymity?

OONA: I never show my face, but my body is often on display. Without my face, my body becomes more like a canvas – a (literal and physical) abstraction to explore the female form.
I used to have silicone breast implants; I explanted them. Now, in a performance called Look Touch Own, I invite people, one by one, to touch my breasts and the implants that were once inside me. The tension between anonymity and intimacy is intense. I’m letting strangers touch my scars, but they can’t see my face. It’s privacy vs. intimacy, honesty vs. visibility.
Anonymity serves as armor in my guerrilla performances. I’ve been kicked out of Art Basel Miami, the MoMA, and the Met for these performances. When Sotheby’s curated an all-male glitch art show – a movement founded by a trans woman in the 1970s – I publicly called them out until they re-curated the show. In these instances, the anonymity my mask provides is a signal of something renegade, something radical enough to warrant invisibility. The idea is bigger than the individual.

Plus, the mask means I don’t really have to fuss with makeup.

AM: What has been the audience’s reaction to your anonymity?

OONA: My anonymity is whatever the audience projects onto it; it shifts from person to person.
Without a face, some people treat me like a toy or an object of desire. During Look Touch Own in Los Angeles, a woman messaged me for days afterward, begging for forgiveness because she “treated me like a plaything and didn’t know why.” (She did indeed treat me like a plaything; she is one of the few women who juggled my implants and tried to juggle my real breasts as well.)
When I’m in wealthier crowds, people sometimes assume I’m an escort, and I can always tell. Once, I was at a small event presenting Touched, a dynamic artwork tracking G7 asylum trends using UNHCR data. At the start of the evening, a woman rudely dismissed me and even told her husband not to speak to me. (I can only assume it was because she knew he enjoys meeting escorts.) Then she heard me speak. Once she understood my anonymity and its purpose, we spent the rest of the night chatting. We got along super well. I love moments like that – when people show they can change their minds… emotional and creative flexibility in action.

My favorite reaction to my mask is, of course, curiosity. I meet so many beautifully curious people who talk about all types of wonderful ideas with OONA.

AM: What are you fighting for with your art?

OONA: I’m not sure I could answer that, even if I wanted to. I don’t really want to “fight,” but that doesn’t mean I just want to make art about “pretty shapes.”
Anger + Love = Passion. Sadness + Love = Empathy. And laughter is supreme.
I’m creating art with all three: passion, empathy, and humor.
In performances like Look Touch Own, I’m performing along a sliding scale of anger and sadness… anger at how often women’s bodily boundaries are violated, and sadness at the harm women inflict on themselves in the name of beauty.
In other works, I like to be playful. In Spread, a video art collaboration with Lori Baldwin, I mapped out the gender pay gap in art sales using butter. Taking big, heavy topics and breaking them down into absurdity is its own form of resistance.

AM: Initially, you mentioned that you are also a crypto artist. What positive benefits do you see in blockchain and NFTs for you as an artist?

OONA: My work will live forever, and no one but me can tell me what to do! Conceptually, I’m deeply attracted to the potential of blockchain technology, crypto, and NFTs. I believe it offers a revolutionary approach to ownership. In its “purest” form, blockchain technology allows us to create entirely new metrics of value – ones that challenge traditional gatekeepers and hierarchies in the art world.
For performance art, an ephemeral (and esoteric) medium that resists objectification, blockchain opens up a lot of possibilities. It allows me to assign tangible value to intangible moments, preserving my performances in a way that transcends their original context. The sale or transaction is, in many ways, an extension of the performance.
It’s also empowering. I wouldn’t have a practice if I had to rely on the traditional art world hierarchy. I’m too wild for white walls. Blockchain redistributes power, allowing artists to connect directly with their audiences without intermediaries. I love that I know my collectors and the people who support my practice.

AM: And what disadvantages do you see?

OONA: This technology is only as good as the people who use it. In other words, it does not live up to its potential.

Private #22. Look Touch Own by OONA, 2024
Private #55. The First Man, Look Touch Own by OONA, 2024
“I don’t really want to ‘fight,’ but that doesn’t mean I just want to make art about ‘pretty shapes.’”
“Feminism is a collection of ideas, like seeds, that, if nurtured, give way to greater intuition and freedom of choice.”
OONA and Milk. Milking the Artist by OONA x Lori Baldwin. Still Image, 2023
My Butter, my Knife, for your Bread by OONA. Still Image, 2023
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Interview with Charlie Stein, on painting as a radically contemporary medium at Kunsthalle II, Mallorca https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/09/interview-with-charlie-stein-on-painting-as-a-radically-contemporary-medium-at-kunsthalle-ii-mallorca/ Tue, 30 Sep 2025 11:06:33 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=64451

Berlin-based artist Charlie Stein explores the shifting boundaries where intimacy meets mediation and human presence becomes entangled with artifice. Her paintings depict padded, latexed, or otherwise encased figures that serve as metaphors for how desire, vulnerability, and memory are filtered in a digitized world. What first appears familiar, such as an embrace or a protective gesture, is destabilized through subtle distortion: forms become ambiguous, readability is interrupted, and the line between figure and object collapses. The works stage encounters that feel at once tender and estranged, protective and unsettling—reflecting how contemporary intimacy is continuously negotiated through layers of insulation, screen, and code.

 

Motifs like puffer jackets and synthetic skins heighten this paradox, suggesting both insulation and exposure, intimacy and alienation. These visual strategies mirror how screens and avatars shape our connections today, making the paintings’ surrealism feel fitting for contemporary experience. Despite the artificial qualities of her subjects, Stein emphasizes the persistence of longing, tactility, and memory—qualities that resist the flattening effects of digital culture. Her practice positions painting as a counter-archive, a medium that preserves sensations too fleeting for technological life and a space where the affective weight of presence endures, even when refracted through layers of simulation.

 

This autumn, Stein will introduce new paintings in two major solo exhibitions in Mallorca: The Real Thing at Centro Cultural Misericordia, Palma, and Everything Not Saved Will Be Lost at Kunsthalle CCA Andratx.

 

Having previously met Charlie in her ISCP studio in New York and her studio loft in Berlin, this time the conversation took place in the non-physical space of the internet — in the very space her paintings love to haunt.

Phillip Edward Spradley: What layers of interpretation do you want audiences to consider when encountering the exhibition title The Real Thing and Everything Not Saved Will Be Lost?

Charlie Stein: I like the friction between the two titles. The Real Thing is taken from an obscure Australian pop song. Everything Not Saved Will Be Lost is a corrupted Nintendo meme but functions as a reminder that nothing is permanent. I want audiences to sense both at once: the desire for authenticity and the awareness that it can slip away at any moment.

 

Both titles trace back to corporate language. The Real Thing first struck me in Australia through Russell Morris’s cult psychedelic track, written during the Vietnam War as a sly riff on Coca-Cola’s famous slogan. The song folds protest and romance into one, weaving in even jarring WWII samples, which makes it political, magical, enigmatic, and subversively romantic all at once.

Everything Not Saved Will Be Lost originated in ’90s pop culture, as a variation of the Nintendo quit screen. The original “Anything not saved…” was remixed through Reddit and meme culture into the more poetic, aphoristic phrase “Everything not saved will be lost”. I asked myself why this incorrect version became more widely shared than the original quit-screen message, and I think it’s because we feel a desperate need to find meaning in an increasingly technologized world. We want deeper meaning in the magical devices that surround and haunt us; otherwise, we have to accept that we are just nodes in a ginormous internet brain that spans the planet which we feed into—and which feeds off us.

PES: The Virtually Yours series is the anchor for the Kunsthalle show. How did the imagery of puffer jackets become a vehicle for exploring intimacy, vulnerability, and memory in the digital age?

CS: The imagery of puffer jackets in Virtually Yours grew out of a deeply personal experience: visiting my partner on what would become his death bed in the ICU, where every attempt at contact was mediated through protective layers of latex gloves and glossy clothing. Those barriers made touch at once tender and distant, and I began to see the padded surface as a kind of interface — protective yet suffocating, intimate yet estranging.

I don’t see Virtually Yours — or the “puffer jacket series,” as you called it — as only about personal experience, though this is present in the work. I began the series a year or two after my partner’s passing, and over time I’ve come to see that it resonates with many kinds of relationships I navigate — personal, professional, and even metaphysical.

PES: Your figures exist in ambiguous states—not quite human, not fully object. What draws you to this in-between space, and what does it reveal about contemporary identity?

CS: They do a couple of things I really appreciate. The figures are all Trojan horses: an actual person is never shown. They remain mysterious, even to me, because they are portraits that deflect their own readability. They refuse to be easily decoded through gender, race, or class. That ambiguity allows me to work in an investigative mode.

At the same time, these figures connect to how we experience bodies through screens today. Time and again, I paint glossy black surfaces that evoke a smartphone display—smooth, light-emitting, touch-sensitive. When you touch your phone, nothing really physical happens: a tiny electrical signal registers, is translated, and becomes an action. On canvas, I turn that into an image of dissolution: touch without object, intimacy between skin and surface. We stroke our phones thousands of times a day—far more than we touch our loved ones, or even ourselves. That strange redistribution of tenderness fascinates me.

So the figures hover in this in-between space: half-human, half-object, intimate yet untouchable. They mirror contemporary identity as something mediated, constantly translated through layers—of fabric, of screen, of code. But they also insist on mystery, on resisting total capture. For me, that’s the paradox of being alive right now: we are more visible than ever, yet our true presence still flickers between surfaces.

PES: Many of your works seem to carry a sense of archiving — as if preserving sensations before they vanish. Do you see painting as a form of resistance against impermanence?

CS: That’s a good observation. I would argue that painting is still one of the most successful storage media for images that we have. We know how to preserve oil on canvas for centuries. Every major museum employs teams of conservators who specialize in stabilizing pigments, repairing canvases, and slowing down the aging of oil paint. Compare that with the fragility of digital images: formats become obsolete, hardware breaks, and even when stored carefully, files can vanish because the infrastructure that supports them collapses. Rhizome and similar organizations are working on digital preservation, but the knowledge of how to keep a JPG alive for the next half-millennium is far less secure than the knowledge of how to preserve an altarpiece from the fifteenth century.

Painting to me is not nostalgic at all, it’s radically contemporary. As a medium, it guarantees visibility and longevity in a way digital storage still struggles to achieve. Think of VHS tapes: they’ve degraded, the players have disappeared, and whole archives are lost. By comparison, a painting, even when cracked or darkened, remains legible, restorable, and transmissible across generations. So when I paint, I’m not just making an image; I’m choosing a medium that resists disappearance.

PES: You have lived in many different countries, how do those experiences of cultural immersion and estrangement surface in the visual and conceptual layers of your work?

CS: Living in different countries has made me acutely aware of how identity is not fixed but constantly dissolving and reforming. You carry fragments of language, gesture, and intimacy from one place to the next, shedding and accumulating layers like skins. This fluidity is mirrored in my paintings, where figures often appear padded or encased, melting or half-dissolved, suspended between categories.

When I lived in Beijing, I became hyper-aware of my own body as a marker of difference. During my daily bus rides and errands I didn’t experience myself as different until I caught my reflection in the window and saw an alien staring back. Blond hair, pale eyes, light skin. That estrangement came with its own contradictions. There was comfort in difference, but also the undeniable recognition of privilege: I could drift through that space with a kind of immunity, while others – the larger part of the world population – carried the daily weight of structural racism. Whiteness represents only a minority of the global population; it is neither a norm nor a standard for others to live by. Becoming aware of one’s own privilege—and the traces of racism within one’s own thinking—is a necessary beginning. To inhabit that contradiction can be unsettling, but it matters. I feel this body of work largely takes skin colour out of the equation and allows me to speak to more universal topics that may be relevant to anyone at some stage.

PES: How do you negotiate the balance between personal experience and universal themes in your paintings?

CS: I don’t try to separate the personal from the universal. My paintings often begin from lived experience, but I treat those moments as material that can shift and expand into broader conditions. In the Virtually Yours series, for example, the padded and encased figures carry traces of grief and intimacy, yet they also speak to how all of us navigate mediation, distance, and vulnerability today. I think the balance lies in letting the work remain open: it is never only about me, and never only about the universal, but always suspended in between.

PES: How do local art scenes, cultural geographies, and the networks of display shape what is visible and who is addressed? Do you find the work could be lost in translation?

CS: Yes and No. In Berlin the puffer jacket is what the baseball cap is in America: a uniform, not a fetish. Everyone wears those big black glossy coats through the endless winters. Straps, latex, vinyl belong to the city too, but what stayed with me was the sheen itself, that glossy black that always recalls the surface of the iPhone — cold, omnipresent, the portal through which so much of life now passes.

Even if those cultural markers do not always translate, I try to make work that unfolds on multiple levels. At first glance you might see figures embracing or fighting, then notice textures, contrasts, titles, the meaning I try to inscribe into each canvas. I want to make works I could live with for the rest of my life. Paintings that contain something I cannot fully grasp, that will mean something different to me ten or fifteen years from now. Like the box the pilot draws for the Little Prince, they withhold clarity so the imagination can keep moving.

The objects I depict are vessels. I try not to seal them shut, so that I can always ask: if this painting were real in another realm, what would I encounter if I skinned these forms? That question keeps me excited and a little anxious, as if I am afraid to discover what they truly hold.

PES: You’ve worked across painting, installation, writing, and AI collaborations. How do you envision the relationship between traditional mediums like oil on canvas and the rapid development of digital and machine-driven art practices?

CS: That is a difficult question, because what I see right now is a strong current of nostalgia in art, and that troubles me. By nostalgia I mean the insistence that art must look handmade in order to be authentic, as if visible brushstrokes or artisanal labor were guarantees of value. It is a romantic idea, but one that reproduces a very narrow model: the solitary genius in the studio, detached from questions of economy, infrastructure, or technological change. Historically, this model has been available only to those with security and privilege. For everyone else — women, minorities, artists without resources — it becomes exclusion disguised as purity.

My own practice pushes against that. I want painting to remain a valid contemporary medium, not because of its nostalgic aura, but because of its unique capacity to store and transmit sensations across time. At the same time, I engage with writing, installation, and digital media, because these forms expand the conversation and allow new ways of thinking about intimacy, mediation, and presence.

PES: Philosophically, do you view technology as a tool that alienates us from authentic experience, or as something that generates entirely new forms of intimacy worth embracing?

CS: I would say both. Technology alienates and connects at the same time. There are sparks of intimacy when you catch a friend mid-meme in a chat, or when FaceTime makes it possible for my mother and me to sustain a close relationship across distance. At the same time, so much of life is outsourced to us as end-users — travel apps, booking systems, endless contracts — that our hours are consumed by tasks disguised as efficiency.

Philosophically, though, I think technology is not just a tool we use, but part of what defines us as a species. Aside from our ability to cry tears, the drive to invent and advance technologies is the one thing that sets us apart from other animals. It is both our curse and our gift: the source of alienation, but also of entirely new forms of intimacy worth embracing.

Phillip Edward Spradley is an American writer, organizer, and producer, and the latest addition to Numero’s circle of contributors. He grew up wanting to be a dark wizard, but ditched the dream when he realized magic was officially dead.

Technically a bit internet-illiterate, Phillip is nonetheless obsessed with the collision of art, technology, and the messy brilliance of interdisciplinary collaboration. He’s organized a dozen exhibitions, produced thousands of cultural events, and has a soft spot for hardcore music and omakase dinners.

Phillip has worked his own programming magic for institutions such as Hauser & Wirth, the Smithsonian Institution, Yale University, and the National Arts Club, just to name a few.

For Numero, he caught up with artist Charlie Stein on the occasion of her recent exhibitions in Mallorca: The Real Thing at Centro Cultural Misericordia, Palma, and Everything Not Saved Will Be Lost at Kunsthalle CCA Andratx.

 

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Interview by Phillip Edward Spradley

All Images courtesy of Charlie Stein

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