Music – Numéro Berlin https://www.numeroberlin.de Fri, 24 Oct 2025 16:56:53 +0000 en-US hourly 1 WEEKEND MUSIC PT. 69: IN CONVERSATION WITH KING PRINCESS https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/weekend-music-pt-69-in-conversation-with-king-princess/ Fri, 24 Oct 2025 16:56:52 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=65390 “My music and my art are the far right’s nightmare. So I’d like to continue being their nightmare at every turn. I hope they’re deeply disturbed by me”

King Princess grew up in New York and has already left their mark on the music scene at just 26. In our conversation, Mikaela reflected on their early days in their father’s Williamsburg studio, their thoughts on the current political climate, and the art of feeling comfortable in discomfort.

Numéro Berlin: Hi King Princess. You recently released a new album that you recorded entirely in your father’s studio in Williamsburg, which he has owned since the 90s. What was it like growing up there? And how did your parents inspire or shape your creativity? If they did…

King Princess: They certainly did. Growing up there, I was really interested in being in the studio. All I cared about was just being around music from as early as I can remember. At the same time, my mom would always have instruments at her house, even though there wasn’t a recording studio. So both my parents definitely influenced me. There was no pressure, but they saw that I was interested and wanted to leave instruments around for me. I think the biggest thing for me was just watching people record their music and becoming obsessed with these older musicians. There were trunks, people sleeping on couches, rock bands recording — and I just wanted to hang out with them because I thought they were cool. Usually, they were really nice and let me hang out.

So you always hung out there as a child?

I feel like all I wanted to do was just sit on the couch and watch everybody.

That must have been an interesting childhood!

It was definitely at times very inappropriate, at times really fun and at times kind of depressing. My dad is a recording engineer. The way I’d describe it, it’s like, okay, you’re at the fucking Audi factory or the BMW factory. You have the people who design the car, that’s the producers. And the engineers are the people that actually go to the garage and build it. Like build it from the engineers, from their designs. So it’s actually a more blue collar profession than being a producer because you’re physically plugging everything in and patching, and it’s manual, and it’s intense. From my dad’s perspective, he was not involved in record label politics at all. He was a freelance studio owner. We would watch records that left the studio sound really amazing and then all of a sudden you’d fucking get the mixes back from the label and it would all be like, ugh, what happened? That’s the politics. So that was always informative. Yeah. Sorry, I’m rambling.

No, don’t worry at all, that’s what we’re here for, so…

I smoked a lot of weed this morning. We got weed last night, it was fabulous.

Perfect, then you’re in the mood to talk, I hope. Your new album is called “Girl Violence”. Do you want to emphasize that girls can be violent too or what’s the idea, the approach behind the title?

It just is facts that the emotional warfare that occurs between women is way more intense than anything a man could do. I’m not talking about cisgender women, I’m talking about all women. The emotional intelligence that is within us. As a non-binary person I’m also oftentimes an observer to womanhood and an observer to femininity and yet I have sapphic relationships. I would consider my relationships very sapphic. They have been beautiful and chaotic and hectic and at times dangerous and at times desolate. That’s my experience and I don’t think it’s just my experience.

“I think that this experience of chaos and insanity and deep passion and love is very much known by the queer community”

So I was just like let’s put a name to it “Girl violence” and let’s talk about it, like why we are, in fact, so cuckoo bananas.

Yeah, whenever I hear straight women say, ‘Oh, I wish I could just date women, it’d be so much easier,’ I’m like, hmm, not so sure about that…

You’re like actually, by the way, it’s not and the other thing is, there’s so much talking. It’s two people in a relationship who understand queer theory and also what it’s like to live under a patriarchy. That is deeply intense and not easy. You can’t really get away with shit.

How do you mentally prepare for the launch of a new album?

I don’t know. If you figure it out, will you let me know? I don’t think I will figure it out. Because actually it’s so intense and mentally it’s always the most challenging part for me to prepare for putting out music. I feel good at the touring part, I’m good at making the music part, but the actual time in between when you’re emotionally getting ready to like give birth or whatever I’m struggle boss on that.

It’s very vulnerable as well.

I think it’s very vulnerable, I think it’s really hard, and I struggle with it. But once it’s out, then it’s kind of beautiful because it becomes the fans‘, like it changes ownership from yours to someone else’s, and that I think is really gorgeous because then you see people connecting and finding their own way through the album. And you can see what they relate to, and I think that’s beautiful. That’s the whole point.

We’re getting a little more political now. With everything that’s going on politically around the world, and especially in the US where you’re from, it feels really important to unite as a community and stand strong together. I was wondering how you think your music can be a tool for that?

Well, first of all, that’s a great question. You touched on something I’m really interested in, which is how we, as a community, can unify. 

“There’s a lot of infighting, and it’s really not helpful”

I think it’s really allowed for our crack stuff to slip through because while we’re fighting each other, there’s laws being passed actively in the U.S, that are abolishing rights that we have already decided on.

There is a greater enemy.

Yes, there is a greater enemy. A big thing I think about is, what is it that makes it easy for us to unite? For me, when I think about what I love to do, it’s seeing live music, loving art, laughing, joking, being silly, you know? Partying. These are all unifiers we’ve used in our community throughout history to get through darkness. I hope that my music provides a space that’s safe to go and see live music and art, meet friends, dress up, feel good about yourself, maybe meet a date, feel less alone, rock out. That’s what I hope. I also throw parties, and I hope that that really encourages a kind of silliness and a space for people to just dress up and mess up. My music and my art are the far right’s nightmare. So I’d like to continue being their nightmare at every turn. I hope they’re deeply disturbed by me.

How do you feel this shift to the political right is influencing the cultural scene right now in general? And when it comes to censorship, do you think people are becoming quieter and more intimidated, or are they getting louder and more united? Do you have a sense of where things stand right now?

I think there’s a lot of disillusionment. We’ve become so used to physical violence and shootings that it just goes in one ear and out the other. We hear about multiple school shootings every week, and you become desensitized. The amount of violence and sheer chaos happening in this country – in my country, and I’m sure in yours too – is overwhelming. Maybe not the shootings, but I know there have been some really disturbing far-right political movements emerging here as well. I think the way my country has handled the genocide in Palestine is appalling.

My country as well.

I’m sure you have similar feelings about that. Yeah, I don’t know – there’s just so much information constantly coming at us now, with TikTok and the 24-hour news cycle. It’s hard to stay grounded or even know what to do. So I don’t think people are getting quiet because of censorship, although I do believe there’s already massive censorship starting to take place on social media for queer people. I’ve seen it firsthand on my own accounts.

In what sense?

I have been flagged for wearing makeup because I look like a boy. So when I wear makeup, it must be drag, right? I mean we’ve been in year-long fights with some of these apps trying to get my shit back just so I can promote my music. It’s beyond. It’s really nuts. And I don’t see that on other accounts. On straight people’s accounts. Like for example if I show cleavage… And that’s partially the app itself and that is partially homophobic people reporting shit. You know, but in summation, it is Project 2025.

That’s insane.
“That’s so dark but at the same time I think that at the end of the day, queer people are responsible for all art and culture so I feel like you can’t get rid of us because we’re everything”

It’s time for us to just be making more shit, being louder, being more fucking ballsy and out and open.

Now that you already talked about drag a little bit. You once said in an interview „I’m not a woman, I’m a fucking drag queen“ and I was wondering what drag means to you today?

Drag has been a tool I’ve used on and off throughout my career – as a form of armor, self-discovery, and therapy. It’s been incredibly impactful for me to play with the form I was assigned at birth but don’t necessarily relate to. A lot of the parts of myself that are feminine feel like Mr. Potato Head – you put them on, take them off. As a non-binary person, exploring how I play with my flesh suit as a woman, as a man, and as everything in between has been necessary. Sometimes you just have to be in drag to do that: to embrace the silliness that femininity can be and to explore it openly. For someone who never felt like they were traditionally a woman, this can be incredibly freeing.

It’s just about performing femininity.

Which is how I feel anyway, so it might as well accentuate and be beautiful.

What role does gender play in your everyday life and how do you navigate a world that is designed for only two genders?

Gender plays a pretty large role in my everyday life because I’m so fickle with it. Even with what I wear, I get very nitpicky. What I wear really matters, because how I feel can change from day to day. That’s something I actually enjoy – if you can conquer it, it feels really special. But it’s not easy to conquer; it takes a lot of effort and work to make yourself feel okay, to feel comfortable in discomfort. So gender plays a big role in my life. I’m constantly navigating how I feel in a world designed for only two genders. Honestly, I kind of get the best of both worlds. I’d literally be using the men’s restroom all the time. You know what I mean? But sometimes I look like a little boy and get treated like one. Then I look like a really hot girl and get treated like that. Most of the time, I get treated like neither, and people are confused. There’s nothing anyone could say or do about my gender or sexuality that could make me feel bad about myself. That’s not my issue. I have a lot of issues, but my gender and sexuality aren’t among them. I’m not ashamed of who I am.

Yeah I think all of your fans know haha

I got way bigger fish to fry than being fucking gay and non-binary.

You are very comfortable with your sexuality and in your body now, so If you could speak to your younger queer self or to a queer kid out there right now, would you have something to say?

Yeah, I would, I’d piss myself off because I’d say, you’re really lonely right now, but being lonely is good because you’re going to figure out the things you’re interested in. And then I think I’d also say everything that you instinctually want to do is correct. Please continue doing it. Artistically, everything that is in your gut: trust it.

Great. That’s a nice ending. Thank you!

Thank you so much. Thanks for taking the time.

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WEEKEND MUSIC PT. 68: IN CONVERSATION WITH PAULA ENGELS https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/10/weekend-music-pt-68-in-conversation-with-paula-engels/ Fri, 17 Oct 2025 14:52:36 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=65142 “I started comparing myself way too much because, for the first time, there was an outside evaluation.”

We met Paula Engels shortly after she released her debut album, “Kommt von Herzen” (From the Heart). Paula is a musician unafraid to confront every part of herself, even the dark and uncomfortable corners. With this new album, she establishes her identity as an artist. Paula shares with me the intense journey of making the album, the highs and lows of the release process, and how she has gradually learned to care less about other people’s expectations.

Alexandra Schmidt: You recently released your debut album, “Kommt von Herzen”. How do you feel now that it’s out?

Paula Engels: The release felt really good, but mentally I’ve already moved on because the album has been finished for about three months. In the beginning, I always felt like I still had to explain who I wanted to be as an artist and what kind of music I make. But now there’s an album, and people can just listen to it and find out for themselves. That gives me a bit more freedom to do unexpected things.
The release itself was really beautiful, and I got a lot of positive feedback. But for a long time, I honestly didn’t know if I would end up being proud of the album.

What made you doubt whether you’d be proud of it in the end?

For the longest time, I just didn’t know what it sounded like or what it was supposed to sound like in the end. Now it sounds completely different from what I expected. At first, I thought it was going to be a lot darker and weirder. I really wanted it to sound cool. But now it sounds much more like me. It’s not trying to be something it’s not.

Is there a song on the album that surprised you, maybe one that carries different emotions than you first thought, or one that became more important to you over time?

That’s pretty much always the case for me. I almost never write songs with the intention of “I want to write about this specific topic.” Most of the time, I just start writing. I pour out all my thoughts and realize what the song is really about when it’s almost finished.

“I’m never really angry, and if I am, it’s usually at myself. […] For me, music has always been a place where those “ugly” emotions can exist. A space where you don’t have to be fair.”
You’ve already put out a few EPs before your debut album. Looking back, how did your relationship with releasing music change over time?

When I started putting out songs, I realized that I didn’t actually like the process as much as I thought I would. The first time felt a bit like having a birthday. Everyone messaged me saying, “Oh my god, congratulations!” But by the second release, suddenly there was a bar set. You see the numbers from your first release and everyone else’s. I started comparing myself way too much because, for the first time, there was an outside evaluation. It was really hard not to let that affect how I judged my own songs. Eventually, I ended up hating everything I wrote in the following months.

And how did you overcome that?

I was overworked from the years before, and there was just so much new stuff happening all at once. I never really took time to reflect or let anything sink in. So I took a short break and went with my team to a beautiful studio in the South of France. That’s where a lot of songs were created. Songs where I tried to let go of the expectations of others.

You also wrote “Mittelfinger an die Welt” (Middle Finger to the World), which kind of manifests the idea of caring less about what others think. How do you see that now after the release?

I think with that song, I had so many other people’s opinions in my head that I didn’t even know what I wanted anymore. I couldn’t really tell if something was truly my own will or if someone had already talked me into it. After that break in the South of France, it became clearer. Overall, it works better sometimes and worse other times I think I’m still a bit of a people pleaser, but following my gut feeling is really important to me, and it usually works out well when I do.

“Gift” (Poison) and “An meinen Händen klebt Blut” (There’s Blood on my Hands) feel more like rage songs compared to your other songs. How did it feel to express your anger so openly for the first time?

I somehow find it really hard to feel anger. I’m never really angry, and if I am, it’s usually at myself. I think that’s a general issue among women. It’s something that’s kind of trained out of us. But I also think that everyone carries anger inside them. For me, music has always been a place where those “ugly” emotions can exist. A space where you don’t have to be fair. I’ve always loved when music pushes the boundaries that exist in real life. It felt really liberating to have a space where I didn’t need to be rational. Especially withGift”, I had so much fun in the studio. Just throwing things out there, saying what I wanted, without worrying if it was fair or not. I’m still working on allowing myself to feel anger and not dismissing it. I wanted the album to include everything I feel.

How did the title “Kommt von Herzen” come about?

I quickly figured out what I didn’t want. I feel like none of the songs on this album were written for anyone else. They all came from my emotions. One day, the idea just popped into my head. For me,Kommt von Herzen” andMittelfinger an die Welt” belong together. My middle finger comes from the heart, you know?

“I always felt like I still had to explain who I wanted to be as an artist and what kind of music I make.”
You started writing songs when you were 14. What were they about back then, compared to the ones you write now? Has anything changed?

A lot has changed. In the beginning, my songs were in English because I didn’t want people to understand what I was writing about or how I felt. That’s changed completely. The songs that are hardest for me emotionally are usually the most important ones. The ones that resonate most with others and mean the most to me. Two years later, when I was around 16, I wrote my first song in German. And in that moment, I decided I’d never write in English again. My English songs were honestly terrible. I’m really glad I never uploaded anything to social media back then and that there are barely any recordings left.

The song “560km” seems to be about both geographical and emotional distance. Can you tell me a bit more about it?

I actually had to be convinced to release it. It took me a while to realize that it’s about finding yourself. But it’s also about the distance of 560 km from Düsseldorf to Berlin. I moved really naively; I thought nothing would change. The first nine months in Berlin, I just pushed through. But somehow, I didn’t feel at home in Berlin, and in Düsseldorf I felt like a guest. Suddenly, there were so many different versions of myself, and I didn’t know which one was the real one or if the version I had in my head was even accurate anymore. That’s how the song came about. A jumble of everything, really.

What’s next for you?

I’m going on tour in two weeks. I’m not sure what’s coming after that yet. There are still so many songs from the album process that I really love, but that didn’t make it onto the record. But there’s definitely more music coming, and I’ll be playing some great festivals next year.

How excited are you for the tour?

It’s my first tour, so I think it’s going to be really special. I’m incredibly excited.

Thank you Paula!
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WEEKEND MUSIC PT. 66: IN CONVERSATION WITH MECHATOK https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/09/weekend-music-pt-66-in-conversation-with-mechatok/ Fri, 19 Sep 2025 16:27:40 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=63546
“For me it always mattered that my work exists in a public domain and there is a reaction to it”

The day before we met Mechatok in Berlin, he played at the Live From Earth Festival, where hundreds of young people came together and celebrated on what was, for this summer, an unusually beautiful Sunday. Mechatok is a producer and released his debut album Wide Awake one month ago, featuring collaborations with Bladee and Ecco2k. I spoke with Timur Tokdemir — orignially from Munich and now based in London — about the importance of creative exchange and his experience in our shared hometown, the differences between producing music in London and Berlin, and his background in design.

Numéro Berlin: Hi Mechatok. You grew up in Munich, what was the creative exchange like there as a young creative person?

Mechatok: Honestly, I think I spent most of my time on my laptop speaking to people on Facebook and SoundCloud. There were a few things quite sporadically that really mattered. For example my friend Alberto Troia, a visual artist, was throwing sort of like after-parties for gallery openings at “Kunstverein” and always brought out really interesting artists. That had a big impact on me in Munich. And then there was a club called “Kong” that closed I think six or seven years ago, that place was really good. And I really like the Public Possession guys, we did a record in 2015. I think that was what Munich really did for me. But it was a lot of just being in your bedroom and being on the laptop, honestly.

Correct me if I’m wrong but you said that your new album “Wide Awake” it’s mostly about that feeling of being trapped in an endless loop online. Tell us about that.

The album wasn’t so much about purely being trapped in some online loop, it was more about the contrast of doing that while existing in this now very imperfect and stressful reality. I mean at least that’s my personal experience, you know, like living in some shoebox apartment in London, having very stressful commutes and things just being very hectic and imperfect. And then you look at these glossy things on your phone that look sparkly and perfect. 

“That discrepancy, that tangent between those two spaces is what the record tried to capture”

So you probably hear it with these very crystalline and almost clinical synth sounds and then all these samples and quite rough voice notes and stuff. That’s kind of the picture I was trying to paint I think. 

So what role did the internet play in your life back then and now?

It was super formative when I was a young teenager but it’s funny because in the recent couple of years music has become a lot more real life based. I think going to London really changed that because making music there is a lot more of a social thing, because there’s a studio culture where everyone’s in the same basement meeting each other. Whereas in Berlin for me the social aspect of music was always very much going out and partying. That’s where you meet people, but making music was something everyone does at home on their own. So the internet stopped being the main place to exchange everything, which is cool. I’m glad it became a bit more physical in a way.

And how does it feel now when you perform to see this crowd of people that you otherwise only see as numbers on the screen?

Honestly, it feels really good because I think the numbers thing can make you really insecure. Because there’s so many factors that affect how these numbers look, you know? It might be like the time of day that you post something or whatever, so what’s really good about real-life shows is that people pulled up and they clearly have a very immediate reaction to the music so it’s definitely reassuring.

You almost became a professional classical guitarist. When and why did you realize that this world wasn’t for you?

Probably around like 16, 17 or something. It’s not that I didn’t enjoy doing that, it was more that the reality of how that would look is so different. It’s not like violin where you can just be in a big orchestra. Classical guitar is a quite particular thing and that world felt very conservative. It almost reminded me of sports, where people train 10 hours a day and then the rest of their interest is actually super basic. It’s almost like they’re not into art. It just doesn’t feel like there’s a larger interest in culture. It’s more, just sort of athletic, getting really good at doing this one thing.

You moved from Munich to Berlin, then to Amsterdam and from there to London. How do these cities differ and how have they influenced your music?

I think in Munich I was really like that typical teenage bedroom producer, where everything is in your head and you just dream up a world for yourself and communicate it online, but it’s all very imaginary you know. And Berlin really made me rooted in the club, I mean that’s to be expected haha. I was deejaying at OHM like literally every other Friday before it was so popular, now it’s so hard to ever have a party there. In Amsterdam I did my masters in design and fine arts. There things became very conceptual and theoretical and I was reading a lot and thinking a lot. Rather than making original music all the time, I was more working on sound installations and producing other people’s records. Then London was like laser focus on music, just being locked into the studio sitting there all night long writing an album.

People say that there’s a different kind of hustling mentality in London compared to Berlin. Do you feel that there as well?

Absolutely. I mean, it is so competitive. Obviously it’s an expensive city and you have to make things work so you just have to grind. But also if you see people coming up with new micro-genres left and right and new asthetics for their party flyers like every other week, you just feel a little competitive and you’re like, I want to be contributing something that feels as fresh or as absurd or whatever. So yes, I would agree with that.

And because of this pace in the industry, many artists find it hard to step back from their work and take a break. How do you deal with that?

I have to find out how to deal with that, to be honest, because I haven’t taken a break in… the entire process of making the record, and now I’m touring and promoting the record. It’s just sort of snowballing, the more you do the more doors open so it’s just more work. And I’m still probably used to the times where anything you can get, you should grab and do it. But yeah, I’m just finding out how to do that.

I can imagine. Alongside your music career you also studied design. Where was that and what area did you specialize in?

So I studied at the Berlin University of the Arts, UdK, and I graduated in Spatial Design actually in the end. So it was sort of like architecture, but less applied architecture. And afterwards, I studied what was called Design at Sandberg Institute in Amsterdam, which is like the master’s department of Rietveld. It was a double degree in fine arts and design and it was basically very research-based. I always thought that was obviously cool and interesting but also a little pretentious.

Were you already making music at that time?

I have been producing electronic music since I was 16. Throughout the whole university path, I was making music and that was always a bit of an issue. I was definitely not someone that attended every class, I always was a little bit absent from school. I made it work somehow, but I don’t think my teachers really liked me that much. I still feel good about having done it though.

That’s probably due to the contrast between working as a freelance artist and the structure of university.

Yeah, working in university followed this sort of assignment-based structure.

“For me it always mattered that my work exists in a public domain and there is a reaction to it. I feel like I always learn the most by just making something and putting it out, exhibiting it, releasing it and seeing how it does and then drawing my conclusions from that”

I don’t like the idea of having one person tell me what they think about it, like that’s just one person’s opinion whereas if you put it out that feels like a way more educational process. I’m kind of a stubborn and annoying student I think, so I did learn a lot but I just love to argue with my teachers.

And now that you’re done with your design studies and focus more on actually making music, how do you still feel the influence of your design background in your music?

The project, Mechatok, I mean it is pretty much like an audio-visual project. I have a lot of visual collaborators, but I still do the art direction of all the visuals and a lot of the graphic design is my own. I always view it as a visual project as much as a musical one, I mean for the new record we did five music videos. Both things emerge at the same time so I’ll make the music while I make the visuals. And there’s always movies running on screens while I’m making music. So it really goes hand in hand.

Thank you Mechatok !

 

 

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WEEKEND MUSIC PT. 64: IN CONVERSATION WITH THE IRREPRESSIBLES https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/08/weekend-music-pt-64-in-conversation-with-the-irrepressibles/ Fri, 29 Aug 2025 15:40:57 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=63346 The Irrepressibles

With Yo Homo! Jamie Irrepressible tore open the borders of queer indie rock – melding punk fire, symphonic beauty, and raw desire into what critics hailed as “a milestone in queer music.” Now, with Yo Homo Deluxe – out today on Of Naked Design Records – The Irrepressibles return with a bolder, more expansive vision. This new edition adds fresh tracks and alternate versions that push the record’s radical celebration of sexuality, sensuality, and queer empowerment even further.

Known for blending music, image, and performance into a single emotional landscape, Jamie has long stood at the intersection of art, desire, and freedom. From the viral beauty of In This Shirt to the visceral urgency of Ecstasy Homosexuality and What I Am, Queer!, The Irrepressibles have become one of the defining voices of unapologetic queer expression in contemporary music.

For Numéro Berlin, Jamie speaks about desire as resistance, queer joy as a weapon, and why Yo Homo Deluxe is more than just an album

Numéro Berlin: Yo Homo Deluxe expands on a record already called a queer milestone. What did you want to push further with this edition?

Jamie Irrepressible: There were tracks that were part of the same world and message that I wanted to add to the record and some of the tracks on the initial digital release I wanted to improve on before it was set onto CD and could no longer be altered.

Your music blends erotic energy with symphonic beauty. How do you keep it raw but still cinematic?

There’s always a sense of catharsis or raw emotion as the focus of my songwriting and then I orchestrate what I call a landscape around this that holds the emotion of the words and the meaning of the song.

What I Am, Queer! feels like both a love letter and a battle cry. What inspired that balance of tenderness and defiance?

It’s about humanity as the resounding morality. Far too many supposed moralities lack humanity or a true sense of compassion and care.

“What makes us human is our ability to care, empathize and feel different to the next person and appreciate their difference”

I think we lose sight of this often in the interests of being the same, fitting in, or feeling like we belong, rather than celebrating what makes us different. Life would be very dull if we were all just the same. So, it’s about owning this difference, how it’s your nature, and how you accept that the next person is different to you.

You invited queer string players and allies to join you for Pride. Why was community participation so important this time?

I feel we live in a time of so much corporate and manufactured music. It’s nice to reach out and do something as an indie band that connects a sense of community beyond what we are constantly pushed from mainly American corporations through their social media platforms.

If Yo Homo Deluxe were a single visual – an outfit, a pose, or a scene – what would it be?
“It’s definitely trying to continue a line from those queer LGBTQI artists we lost in the 80s to the Aids pandemic. A sense of reclaiming our voice in music and culture rather than the manufactured pop one”
Earlier songs were romantic and dreamlike, while Yo Homo! is much bolder. What sparked that shift?

The desire to put into music desire. To make a record about being homosexual with a focus on the sexual. The part we often shield from the straight world out of shame. But that is so much the thrust of most straight music. It’s record by and for the queer community. My earlier work though always openly homosexual was always focused on the beauty and love of being in love with other men.

Desire runs through the album – sometimes soft, sometimes fierce. Do you see desire today as political, personal, or both?

I think for me simply there’s a chance to make a record like this and it be heard. Whereas it would have had to be more coded in the past, more disguised.

Looking at your journey from Mirror Mirror to now, what future do you want to help create for queer art and expression?

My aim is to be part of the message. To be part of the story and the personal story of queer people. In the past to make music that inspires greater connection and appreciation of the naturalness of queer sexuality but with this record it’s like a space away to be fully ourselves.

Your music is often labelled “genre-defying.” How do you interpret that, and how would you describe your sound?

For me genre is just a means to express different emotions. On this record I use grunge/rock/punk distorted guitars as they express the sexual and visceral so well for me. On earlier records I used orchestral instrumentation to create the space for intense internal emotion and sorrow. I’m very interested in different genre’s currently to express other spaces that hold different senses of time space, lineage, and emotion. I will always be Irrepressible in my way of working with music.

Visuals have always been central to The Irrepressibles. How does fashion or style feed into your songwriting?

I love allowing other visual artists to collaborate and take the music into film, or a photograph, or design an outfit that fits the sonic. For me that’s what is so great about pop music. It’s where fashion, art, and music collide.

You’ve worked with artists from Röyksopp to Tinlicker. What have collaborations taught you about your own voice?

In an early collaboration with another dance artist, I started to explore singing in falsetto rather than head voice which sits much better in electronica. I used to sing more often in head voice / countertenor with guitar and classical music as it loud and powerful, but the soft falsetto voice works best in electronic close mic music. Royksopp were and are the wind beneath my wings in the studio. They are respectful, kind, and enthusiastic – it was pure joy to work with them, a high even. They are wizards with the sound and craft of electronic music. With Tinlicker we have only worked online. They send me instrumentals which I compose lyrics and melodies over. Again, I adore their work and the collabs we made together.

Live performance has been key to your story. How do you want audiences to feel after leaving a Yo Homo show?

Empowered and full of joy! We’re very excited about the shows at EarTH tonight (Friday 29th August) and in Manchester on Sunday (31st August.)

The new album is coming out today, just in time for this interview. Check it out!

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FIGHT ISSUE VOL. B – DESTROY LONELY https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/08/fight-issue-vol-b-destroy-lonely/ Thu, 28 Aug 2025 15:56:26 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=60875

MYSTERY MAKES MYTH

DESTROY LONELY IN CONVERSATION WITH HELLA SCHNEIDER

ASK A KID ONLINE AND THERE’S NOTHING MORE “CULTURE” THAN OPIUM. AND THERE’S NO ONE MORE OPIUM THAN DESTROY LONELY, EXEPT PERHAPS PLAYBOI CARTI, THE FOUNDER OF THE INFLUENTIAL RECORD LABEL, THAT IS – OF COURSE – MUCH MORE THAN THAT, A LOOK, A VIBE, A SOUND, A CULT, SO TO SAY. MOVING BETWEEN THE DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT, A HEAVY RICHNESS AND AN AIRY SIMPLICITY, BOTH IN TERMS OF MUSIC AND AESTHETICS, DESTROY LONELY IS NOT ONE FOR BLUNT TRUTHS, DESPITE THE OPIUM STAMPS AND BOXES HE TENDS TO BE SEEN IN. HE IS A MYSTERY AND HE IS NOT, AND THAT’S WHAT MAKES THE MYTH, NO F I G H T NEEDED.

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I heard you’ve been in the studio with your Opium fellow Ken Carson these days – people are obviously hyped about what’s to come.

I feel like we should have done this a long time ago. Hopefully it’ll come out at some point this year.

Does the outcome feel very different when you’re in the studio with him other than when you’re on your own? I imagine you guys potentially feeling like a unity anyway.

It’s definitely a unity kind of thing. I’ve been recording with Ken my whole career, and it never feels unnatural or weird. We just push each other to go harder.

You’re both essential parts of Opium, Playboi Carti’s record label that’s much more than a record label. People like to call it a cult, for different reasons. You have described it as family.

Opium is a family thing and a blessing and an opportunity and a responsibility and a job. For me, the main aspect is family, but the only thing that has changed over time is that it has become this huge thing in culture, so that for all of us, it is becoming a responsibility to keep pushing things forward. For me personally, it means staying on top of myself as an artist and staying in tune with what we’re doing as a label.

Does it ever feel limiting? Can Opium be both a blessing and a curse?

Hell no – I was Opium before I was Opium. It’s part of my life, and I wouldn’t change it for nothing. I signed with Opium for a reason.

If I ever felt like there would be any negatives to it, I would have never signed. Opium matches what I am as a person anyway

– people like to dumb it down to aesthetics or a certain sound, but for me, this shit is in my blood.

HS From your internal point of view, what makes something or someone Opium?

From your internal point of view, what makes something or someone Opium?

The only thing that is Opium is us – we don’t wake up in the morning and think about what might be the most Opium thing. That’s

a very internet way of looking at it. Yes, there is the sound, the swag, the vibes, the aesthetics – but that’s just us being us, and then

people want to take that and run with it. That’s their own labels that they put on.

Does it come easy to you to stay connected to yourself?

The more I grow as an artist, the more I try to become even more connected with myself. There are a lot of outside factors that can get in your way and make you think differently about certain things. So for me, there is an urgency to always stay true to life. To who I am as Bobby. The further I go down this road, I know that’s what got me here. I want to make sure I stay true to that forever. I don’t ever want to wake up one day and look in the mirror and have to think: Man, what the fuck am I doing? It’s important for me to be with my family, be at home.

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You also strike me as an artist with a – let’s say – timeless approach.

I try to be as timeless as possible. I believe in longevity more than anything, but I go through phases of myself. One album or a couple months of the year, I want to sound or look like this, and then maybe right after that, I want to sound or look like something else. But it’s all just evolved versions of myself and what I see in my head. But the big umbrella to it all is timelessness and longevity. I still want to be Destroy Lonely when I’m, like, 65.

Are there any words you like to put on the timeless elements in both your sound and your aesthetics?

I try to tell my story or a version of my story that’s in tune with what’s going on with either my life in the moment or just the mess of youth. I aim to keep it broad enough so a lot of people can relate to it. And then I feel like with that, that’s how you break through with timelessness. Because if somebody can relate to it now and it’s easily digestible, then maybe a kid in 20 years would also still be able to relate to it. I experience that myself. I’m currently going through a phase of finding a lot of old music and old musicians – rock stars – that I’m just now learning to love. And these records were made decades ago, but they’re still resonating with me today.

Which rock stars?

Ozzy Osbourne, Mötley Crüe, Marilyn Manson. A bunch of different acts, but always people that stayed true to what they loved and what they wanted to present to the world.

I mean, that’s the quintessential idea of rock’n’roll – being true to yourself and your expression and supposedly not caring. It’s more an idea than a genre, in some ways, and it’s not surprising that this is having a moment.

It just grew in its own timelessness and today there’s people like us from Opium. Everything evolves. Energy can’t be destroyed. When you have something as legendary as rock’n’roll, it’s always gonna come back as something new. It will be the same with rap.

Rap is in a crisis right now, for sure.

I agree. It’s because there’s just not a lot of pure, natural inspiration anymore. That’s at least my take on it. I don’t want to be pretentious or self righteous, but I feel like after the boom around the likes of me and Ken and other artists from our specific generation, it just turned into everybody wanting to be this. And everybody wants to be famous and everybody wants to copy whatever already worked and just do it as quickly as possible. It does a disservice to the culture and the genre. I remember when I started, it was just purely inspiration. I just wanted to share who I thought I was to the world. Not for money, not to look cool. It was just what was in me. Whereas I now feel like a lot of artists, new and even established, don’t even care about the love for making music no more. It’s just simply about a check or a show or a brand deal or to sell clothes or shoes. Everybody looks at it more so as a business now and there’s just no inspiration or love for artistry anymore.

And just by the simple laws of energy, this can’t work long term.

No, not at all.

Even though – unfortunately – on the other hand, with the dynamics of social media and internet culture, it is at least working in the moment.

Definitely. I feel like social media single-handedly, completely murdered art. I hate what social media has done to music or art in general. And I am saying this even though I don’t think I would be as prominent or exist as I do without social media. But there definitely are a lot of negatives that come with how fast everything moves.

“A LOT OF ARTISTS, NEW AND EVEN ESTABLISHED, DON’T EVEN CARE ABOUT THE LOVE FOR MAKING MUSIC NO MORE. IT’S JUST SIMPLY ABOUT A CHECK OR A SHOW OR A BRAND DEAL OR TO SELL CLOTHES OR SHOES. I FEEL LIKE SOCIAL MEDIA SINGLE-HANDEDLY, COMPLETELY MURDERED ART. I HATE WHAT SOCIAL MEDIA HAS DONE TO MUSIC OR ART IN GENERAL. AND I AM SAYING THIS EVEN THOUGH I DON’T THINK I WOULD BE AS PROMINENT OR EXIST AS I DO W I T H O U T 
S O C I A L   M E D I A . ”

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All of you Opium guys seem to have basically hacked internet culture through scarcity. The mystery is a big part of the fascination and obsession.

We just don’t want to over-saturate. I don’t want to be in everybody’s face all day. When I have something to show, I want my fans to dive into it. Other than that, I feel like being present online is pointless.

With the influence you have, has it grown harder to stay connected to your fans?

I still get to do things such as seeing my fans in person – after the shows I’ll talk to them, I’ll get to meet a random kid who will tell me about themselves or their day or what they want to do. And then maybe I store that in the back of my head and it might give me motivation to create something. I might feel like creating a specific song for them. And then that ends up reaching millions of people later. Having this wider view of what’s going on also makes a lot of things easier, whereas when you’re just starting, it’s only you and whatever is inspiring you and you just go off yourself.

IIs there a certain heaviness to the influence?

There is a weight on my shoulders, but it’s not a bad weight. I would compare it to carrying your favorite designer bag that you almost don’t want to carry because it’s so precious, but you also love it so much. You’re just concerned constantly because you don’t want to mess it up. In my head, I definitely have a lot of back and forth of making the wrong moves or setting myself back or even just leading people the wrong way sometimes. I don’t look at myself as a role model but I also don’t ever want somebody to feel like I influenced them to do something bad. So I always take into account how I carry myself and how much that means to a kid that looks up to me.

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Are you a spiritual person?

Super spiritual. More spiritual than anything.

What do you believe in?

To simplify it: Throughout anything you do in life, you get out what you put in. I always make sure I stand on the good side of the universe, I always strive for positivity. There are a lot of times where I could think myself into the darkest place, but I just have to look at the end goal and make sure I get there and not let the noise make me crazy.

Do you rather use the term universe than God?

I believe in a lot of different things and a lot of different ways of life. So I don’t use the universe as a replacement for God. But I feel like the universe gives you certain things and then God gives you certain things. It just depends on how you play the game.

Is the darkness that people see in you something internal or something external?

I think the darkness is just a certain reflection of me. The Opiumish things that people like to see are just resonating to how I feel on the inside. I always just like darker things, I like rainy days over sunny days, I like nighttime more than daytime. That’s just who I am as a person. But there isn’t necessarily too much to it. There are people who like to wear pink shoes and rainbow clothes and we just like black.

Do you still find obscure or uncanny influences anywhere? It seems like everyone is pulling the same references these days, like everything is mainstream now, basically.

Everything has been done before and everyone has already dipped and dabbled into everything under the sun. So I don’t even look for the most uncanny or obscure. I just look for the most comfortable and most genuine. If something speaks to me it speaks to me, and I’ll be running with it.

What’s the last thing that blew your mind?

I usually love movies, but there hasn’t been any movie made within the last ten years I truly would have loved. Same for video games, actually.

I heard you recently went to Berghain.

Oh, yes, that actually blew my mind!

I am glad to hear that.

That’s definitely different, yes. There is no other place on earth where you can be so yourself, no matter who you are.

As cliché as it sounds, there is so much beauty in a place being all about freedom.

Yes, and for that specific reason, it blew my mind. It’s individuality, it’s great music, it’s a crazy sound system, it’s people doing whatever the fuck they want. No rules. People like to dumb it down to the erotic side of it, but it’s so much deeper than that. It’s individuality and freedom and everything that comes with that is whatever comes with it, but this is what is the purpose. And I’ve been in a lot of rave places, but nothing is like Berghain.

People might be surprised you’d be into techno.

I love it. I love music, genuinely. I take bits and pieces of it and put it into my own music however I can, wherever I see a fit. All genres of music speak to me.

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EVENT RECOMMENDATION: BERLIN ATONAL 25’ https://www.numeroberlin.de/2025/08/event-recommendation-berlin-atonal-25/ Mon, 25 Aug 2025 15:54:21 +0000 https://www.numeroberlin.de/?p=63183
Berlin Atonal 25’ transforms the city into a five-day creative laboratory, where music, art, and performance merge into a unique, experimental experience.

Berlin Atonal 25’ takes place from August 27 to 31, transforming Kraftwerk Berlin as well as the clubs Tresor and OHM into a dense mesh of music, art, and performance for five days. The festival sees itself not just as a stage, but as a playground for experimentation, where commissioned works, premieres, and installations meet club nights and immersive spatial experiences.

At the center is the monumental main stage inside Kraftwerk: a 70,000 m³ space that temporarily becomes an atmospheric resonator. Fog, sound, and light create an environment where the boundaries between concert, performance, and installation dissolve. Listening becomes a physical experience that extends far beyond hearing alone.

The program is dense and diverse. Thursday features new immersive shows by emptyset with MFO, Carrier with Riyo Nemeth, and a dreamlike set from Malibu; afterwards, Lil Mofo, livwutang, and STILL take over the afterhours. Friday highlights Lord Spikeheart & NMR with their politically charged project »REIGN«, bela’s »Korean Love Sonnets«, along with performances by John T. Gast, GRIEND, and Billy Bultheel. On the club stages, Rrose, Skee Mask, and re\:ni b2b Mia Koden, among others, set the tone for the night.

Saturday brings Amnesia Scanner & Freeka.tet with »S.L.O.T.H.«, a rare duo concert by Mark Fell & Okkyung Lee, the live debut of Gombeen & Doygen, as well as new performances from Lechuga Zafiro & Verraco, Chuquimamani-Condori, and Sofii. The grand finale on Sunday features the debut of the trio Merzbow / Iggor Cavalera / Eraldo Bernocchi, a multisensory show by Heith, and the »Organic Intelligence« project by the Jokkoo Collective — a speculative soundscape imagining ecological and cultural resistance.

With its admission into the International Biennial Association, Berlin Atonal opens a new chapter this year. This step makes clear that the festival is designed to establish itself long-term as a music-centered biennial for sound art and interdisciplinary formats. The international recognition shows that this is not just a festival, but a platform for artistic risk-taking and experimental practice.

Tresor and OHM also play a key role. Here, what begins on the main stage as a concentrated listening experience unfolds into energetic club nights that stretch well into the morning. Between exhibition and dance floor, between perception and ecstasy, a field of tension emerges that makes Berlin Atonal unique.

Berlin Atonal 25’ is therefore less a conventional festival and more a laboratory for contemporary cultural practice — a place where boundaries are pushed and new forms of gathering are explored.

An experience that lasts.

Tickets for Atonal can be purchased here. See the full program here.

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